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The Devil And God

"I'm holding on to all the wrong things"

The Devil And GodHazel Bloom
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The Devil And God
The Devil And God

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Behind The Song

This song is going back to my punk rock roots lol. I grew up listening to rock and punk mostly and those were the types of bands I grew up writing music for. I’ve been writing pop songs for a little bit now and decided I wanted to revisit the music that first inspired me. So I wanted to make a fusion of rock and pop and put it into a song and honestly, this is probably one of my favorite songs I’ve ever written.

This is more of an edgy song so that's how I wanted the lyrics to be as well. This song was fueled by a lot of anger. It’s about a relationship I had for a few years and when I found out I was being cheated on. There’s so many emotions that go through your head when you find out something like this, and this song is dedicated to the anger, betrayal, and hurt emotions that spiral through your head.

To go a little deeper, this song is about the aftermath and how I wanted revenge. I wanted that person to feel everything I went through. The betrayal of someone who’s supposed to love you more than life. The physical pain from consuming too much drugs and alcohol just to try and forget. The feeling of wanting to die curled up on the bathroom floor. The feeling of wanting to hate them so bad, but you can't help but miss them.

I am in no way trying to shame anyone, nor am I actually wishing this upon anyone, and I know I am far from innocent. I just wanted to express those certain feelings as they were at the time. I hope you can’t relate to this song but if you do, things do get better, I promise.

Of course I had to quote the greatest song about cheating “I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco”

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