This song is about the months following a break up where I was cheated on. It’s about the conflicting thoughts of knowing you’re over someone, but then randomly you see something that reminds you of them, and all those past emotions come flowing through your mind. I started questioning who I was, I didn't know who I was not in a relationship. For me, sometimes it was hard to determine whether I was missing love, or just afraid of being lonely.

After a few months I was finally starting to feel okay with starting over, then the memories started flowing back and made me question what would I do if I ran into them again? Would I be able to handle the memories and emotions? So this song is basically about knowing you’re over someone but sometimes you can't help questioning if you want that person back.

At the time I struggled with alcohol abuse and my mental health. The second verse is referring to that. What I’m saying is if we’re all made in the image of God, was he an alcoholic and addicted to drugs, is that why I am the way I am? Is that why I struggle with my mental health?