This song is about depression and the struggle of finding connection with other people. I've had some lows in my life where I felt like I was all alone, and that no one felt the way I did. It was hard for me to process that things don't last forever. Relationships, friendships, people, things change and you can't stop them.

Those depressive feelings were taking over my life, and I would've done anything to make them stop. It was to the point where nothing made me happy like it used to and I lost all joy of life. That made me, in a way, want to die, I wanted to start over, try again, anything to not feel the way I did then. I was so tired of not feeling anything, I just wanted to feel happiness again. Something that made me feel like my life was worth something. Something I'll look back on and miss. This song is for anyone who has felt that way. For anyone who’s forgotten what happiness feels like. happiness