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Some Nights

"Sometimes I mistake the taste of your lips with the fear of being alone"

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Behind The Song

This song is about the months following a break up where I was cheated on. It’s about the conflicting thoughts of knowing you’re over someone, but then randomly you see something that reminds you of them, and all those past emotions come flowing through your mind. I started questioning who I was, I didn't know who I was not in a relationship. For me, sometimes it was hard to determine whether I was missing love, or just afraid of being lonely. 

 

After a few months I was finally starting to feel okay with starting over, then the memories started flowing back and made me question what would I do if I ran into them again? Would I be able to handle the memories and emotions? So this song is basically about knowing you’re over someone but sometimes you can't help questioning if you want that person back.

 

At the time I struggled with alcohol abuse and my mental health. The second verse is referring to that. What I’m saying is if we’re all made in the image of God, was he an alcoholic and addicted to drugs, is that why I am the way I am? Is that why I struggle with my mental health?

Lyrics

Sometimes I mistake the taste

Of your lips with

The fear of being alone

I don't wanna die alone

 

Some nights I know I am over you

Thank God you're gone and

Some nights I wonder if you walked through the door

What the fuck I would do

If I would forget

All the cheating

All the lies

I’d drop to my knees and

Some nights I don't want you

I don't want you

Why do I want you

 

Yea I wanna do more than breathe to feel alive

If i'm made in your eyes

Did you drink yourself to sleep

After the pills to make you sane

Hoping “this one will never be like me”

 

Sometimes I mistake the taste

Of your lips with

The fear of being alone

I don't wanna die alone

 

Some nights I know I am over you

Thank God you're gone and

Some nights I wonder if I walked through the door

What the fuck you would do

Did you forget

All the cheating lies you spit

Right in my face

Some nights I don't want you

I don't want you

Why do I want you

 

So tell me what's the first thing

You think of when you're lonely

I know its not me

Was it ever me who was on your mind

When your lips were touching mine

Who am I without you

 

Some nights I know I am over you

Thank God you're gone and

Some nights I wonder if you walked through the door

What the fuck I would do

If I would forget

All the cheating

All the lies

I’d drop to my knees and

Some nights I don't want you

I don't want you

Why do I want you

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