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sex & drugs
"Everyday I give a fuck less not worth the stress"
Behind The Lyrics
This song is a little funny to me because these aren't lyrics I would typically write lol. At the time of writing this song I was listening to blackbear and songs with a lot of profanity lol. I guess it rubbed off on me a little at the time and I wanted to try to write a song in a similar vein. I was also rewatching Breaking Bad at the time and that reminded me of how much I love Jane lol. So I was listening to harder music and watching a show about drugs so that’s the type of vibe I was inspired by at the time. I started writing from the perspective of what love would be like if I was in the same situation as Jesse and Jane from Breaking Bad and that's what I went with. I think it’s important to come out of your comfort zone and that’s what I tried to do with this song. I don't typically write saucy, sexy lyrics lol but I think it came out pretty catchy.
I also wanted to add a subtle message to myself with this song. I’ve always fought with the thought that I’m never good enough. Sometimes I feel that I’m not a good enough musician and there’s millions of other people better than me. Sometimes I’m afraid that I’ll never achieve what I want to with music. I was so sick of having those negative thoughts about myself that I wanted to write a few lines that talked myself up. A few lines to remind me how far I’ve come and how much I’ve accomplished. So that's what the first verse is about. I hope you enjoy the song!
sex & drugs
Lyrics
Everyday I give a fuck less
Not worth the stress
Doing laps around you everyday
Don’t need to try to impress
How about you worry less
About me
Personally did you forget
I quit my 9-5
And we get lit on tuesday night
What we dreamt about in college
Why don’t we skip the boring shit
Why do I do this
Why do I do this
Flex on all my ex’s
Yea baby prove it
Messing in the bed
Shooting up like the first time
I can be your slave
Be the Jesse to your Jane
Baby go down
Grab the gun
Say you want
Me to fuck you
Like a late night showing on showtime
It was us, sex & drugs
Yea she says that I’m a mess yea
Like everybody else
Trying to solve all of my problems
Holding on to an addiction
How about you say less
About me
Personally did you forget
I can never say no
Blonde hair with the Chanel
Why don’t we skip the boring shit
Why do I do this
Why do I do this
Flex on all my ex’s
Yea baby prove it
Messing in the bed
Shooting up like the first time
I can be your slave
Be the Jesse to your Jane
Baby go down
Grab the gun
Say you want
Me to fuck you
Like a late night showing on showtime
It was us, sex & drugs
For the first time
Baby for the first time
Why do I do this
Yea baby prove it
It was us sex & drugs
You just looking for some love
Caught up in some weak shit
Yea baby prove it
Messing in the bed
Shooting up like the first time
I can be your slave
Be the Jesse to your Jane
Baby go down
Grab the gun
Say you want
Me to fuck you
Like a late night showing on showtime
It was us, sex & drugs
Baby for the first time
Here are a few other variations I had for the album art. I wanted art that would resemble a kind of love similar to what Jesse and Jane had. Built on bad decisions and bad habits. Where everything else seems to be decaying around you but you're holding on to this toxic love cause it's the only thing that is getting you through the day. Through all the disaster, you can always fall back on that person and feel at peace, no matter what bad decisions you're making.
These are the first demos of sex & drugs. Hope you enjoy!
sex & drugs Demo 1
sex & drugs Demo 2
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