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growing pains
"never know what i want, that'll have to do"
Behind The Lyrics
I wrote this song about my struggles with negative thoughts, depression, and things I hate about myself. This is a song I wrote to myself to remind me to stay positive. Sometimes I get so caught up in thinking I'm not good enough, and comparing myself to others that I forget how far I've come. I feel it's easy to hear and give the right advice, but it's always hard when I have to take that advice for myself. I find myself in this constant circle of weighing the pros and cons that I never end up doing anything about my issues. So I wanted to write this song as a reminder to stay on track, and appreciate how far I've come. It’s okay to not have all the answers, and it's okay to mess up. I do believe everything happens at the right time and you grow when the time is right. I just need to keep my head down and keep working towards where I want to be, and eventually I'll get there. We all have our own issues we’re trying to overcome. Some days will be harder than others, but keeping a positive mindset is key. growing pains
Lyrics
What am I waiting for
Call me out
Tell me that I'm dead weight
Strike a nerve, anything
Tell me I’m a bitch, I'm a mess
I'm so sick of myself
I'm so sick
Guess i'll leave this place
Fucked it up like I always do
Never stood a chance
I'm just a product of bad news
Why am I uncomfortable voicing how I really feel
Can I get my shit together
I hope it's worth it
Cause I feel worthless
Nothing but a north east reject
My God i’m freaking out
Got some growing pains
That I’m working through
Never know what I want
That'll have to do
Still got my hand me downs
I’m such a let down
Just what I'm dealing with now
Can I take my own advice
For once my God
I can't focus with these negative thoughts
I blame on growing pains
Maybe if I changed my mindset
I’d believe what they say
Got a lot on my mind these days
I don’t know
If these pills are doing me any good
But I’m hanging on
I hope it's worth it
Cause I feel worthless
Nothing but a north east reject
My God i’m freaking out
I hope it's worth it
Cause I feel worthless
Nothing but a north east reject
My God i’m freaking out
Got some growing pains
That I’m working through
Never know what I want
That'll have to do
Still got my hand me downs
I’m such a let down
Just what I'm dealing with now
Got some growing pains
That I’m working through
Never know what I want
That'll have to do
Still got my hand me downs
I’m such a let down
Just what I'm dealing with now
This is the first demo of growing pains
gowing pains (Demo 1)
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